2:32 AM - October 24, 2008
Final Horizons moves forward
Today progress was made on Final Horizons and soon the fruits of many years of labor may pay off. It is funny to think that in just a few weeks the first issue of Final Horizons will be drawn.... this is a long time coming, try almost ten years.
I was a different person when I started working on Final Horizons and while I may have changed I don't think the characters ever actually did, the characters are a snapshot of time for me, a call back to the way I used to see people. I used to view the world in a much different way, i used to view people as all good, stupid yes, but at the time it worked, I swear it did.
Now, as I sit here thinking about my dream finally becoming a reality I realize that I was naive and I paid for that. I tend now t view people as evil or out to get something, even my own friends often times fall into this category and I while I try not to place them there they tend to slip in between the cracks of my judgement.
I am happy to report there are a few people who have broken my blurry vision on people and one of those is the girl I am going to marry. Andi has yet to show me a evil and bitter side, has yet to betray me, something I have guarded myself against given my past experiences. The past is always there and it is to be learned from so that the same mistakes do not ruin things again. I see this everyday and I sleep peacefully every night because I go to sleep knowing that the people that I care about also care about me.
I am really tired and think this was just supposed to be about how Final Horizons has gotten forward movement and then I turned this into a open stream of thought thingie. Night all.
